Dear Diary

"Diary", yes... i need you so badly now. How could you not here when i need to you the most? I need to pen down my feelings right now but you are so far away from me. This is making me nuts. "Diary", you are the only one that i trust the most because i can tell you whatever things i want to, without the fear of letting the secret spill out. You are indeed my secret keeper. "Blog", you are still important to me but there are certain things which are too personal that cannot be poured entirely to you. This is why i need my Diary as a substitute. All i can tell u "Blog" is that HONESTY will not do me any good for time being. Sometimes, things are better to be kept quiet

~Pinyin signs out~

Quotes for today

1. SINCERITY surpasses all other reinforcements. Resolutely walk along the great path of victory with action that translates into ACHIEVEMENT.

2.Struggling and winning over unsurmountable obstacles gives rise to the greatest joy and happiness.

3. A single word of encouragement can change someone's life.

4. No matter how deep your hardships persevere with tenacity. People of perseverance always win in the end.

~Pinyin signs out~

Sis Graduation Studio PIcture

I look super weird in these pictures. My nose, my face, my eyes, practically everything in my face were edited by the photographer who took this photos. I want to ask him just one question - "Who the hell you think you are to edit my face which dont even look like me?" I apologise here for being obnoxious. But after i have seen these pictures which took that photographer almost 3 whole months to edit them, i was kinda pissed off. I do not look like myself , i certainly do not look at all like Pinyin. It is as if i have undergo plastic surgery. People like XiaXue might love edited pictures (make the nose look sharper with flawless skin), but i do not like them at all. I admit that i might not look that glamorous or you would say not that pretty in real person, i really cant tolerate looking at myself who is a total stranger to me. I am fine if he edited my eye bags, pimples, dark circles but not till like this.

Quote of the Day

~ Never look too much on your friends' bad points, it will do you more harm~

~ If you judged ppl, you will have no time to love them~


~Pinyin signs out~

I am Happy

Wee!!!!

Yes!!I feel Happy today! My mood is totally ultra vires the weather of the week. I feel happy because i am happy with my life right now. I do not know why i feel this way for now. I have lovely family members who love me as much as i love them, i have lots of good friends which i share my life with them, i am lucky to have the opportunity to study in UKM, i have fun and hard to forget times, i have excitements etc. I am fully contented with it and i am glad i am. I know if i complained so much about my life which i think it is not necessary at all for now, it will do me no good as i am currently obsessed with a law which is called "the law of attraction". I have came across several times when i tried to focus on positive things, then great things will on the way to find me. Of course i should not omit the important actions before i could achieve the things that i want. I am trying real hard to change the way i think and my perceptions on certain stuff and try my best to find positive things out from negatives things. 20 years of age is obviously an age to have fun and try everything new in the world to me as in to break every virginity's i have. So the word of the day will be "break every virginity i have" wohoo!!!

~Pinyin signs out~

Poker Face

I know i am not a person who is good at concealing what i think and what i feel. When i am upset, my face tells it all. When i am happy, my action tells all. There are times when the timing is not that right where i am not happy with things and my friend call to talk to me about exciting stuff...I am sorry that i really cant give them the full attention. I really want to join in the fun but as i have mentioned earlier, i am not good at hiding my feelings. But if i changed, i might be known as a girl with Poker Face- no feelings. I really do not want to act this way at times, but...............

~Pinyin signs out~

A lil time alone

I know my roomate is gonna chop me off when she reads this post. haha..nah.. not that serious though. Today when i woke up at 10am, the first thing which came to my mind was "yay! i am alone in my room for now!" I say this not because i do not appreciate my roomate's company and help but i say this because sometimes i really need some time alone. I practically had the whole room by myself for the half morning. I slowly took my own sweet time to get my things done. First thing i did, even before i brushed my teeth, i on my laptop n clicked open my windows media player...wohoo!!! First song i played was Radja -Jujur. I fall in love with this song ever since our music modern curriculum performed this song last saturday night. So, here i go with the things i can do while i am alone in the room.

1. I can on the music whenever or whatever i like without making sure that my roomate is studying..

2. I can dance whatever i want

3.I can play my guitar whenever i want without the fear of disturbing my roomate

4.I can laugh out loud whenever i like, because i everytime i laughed in my room all of a sudden, my roomate will sure ask me what happen

5. I can talk on the phone with my frens how long i want

6. I can bring friends (guys included) into my room... haha.. nah... i am just joking bout this

7.I can use all those vulgar words whenever i wanted to...this is true... not joking...sometimes when ppl like me is super piss off, the not so sweet words can be out.haha

~Pinyin signs out~